Mood:  sad

this site doesn't have the best selection of moods to choose from. in other news. last night/this morning was quite horrible. i crashed my moms car into a wall. great choice, huh jimmie? and then cried my eyes out all for the love of him. i just spilled my guts out to my mom about how much i miss him and that i'd give anything for things just to be different. i don't think he knows what's happening to me, i don't think he cares. if anything he probably wants me to hurt right now. or maybe he's been thinking of me too..............very far-fetched, but somewhat possible. but this isn't really the time to be ambitious, now is it?