The Day That I Subdued to Exhastion
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Never Too Late - Three Days Grace
i'm trying to figure out why the hell i'm so tired. yesterday was a good day. i was quite tempermental though. me and the girls were at jazz's house cuz her mom was having a rummage sale (like every mutha fuckin else around her neighborhood). it was nice for the four of us to be together again. plus jazz's mom let us drive her car!!! it was wonderful having just that bit of freedom and soon that freedom will be reality.after that me lyssa and meals went to faiths crib for a bit then to whole foods then back to faiths then on a 3-hour long bike ride. one of the hardest bike rides of my life. we had to go up a bagillion hills yet it was all worth it cuz the hills that we did ride down were high, scary, and an adrenaline rush all the way. we left about 5:30 and didn't get back to faith's til 9. then we ate cuz we were all dying of starvation. then we went upstaris to relax for a bit before gettin ready for rocky horror. wil came over shortly after and watched us put on makeup, lol. then we dolled him up and headed out to the oriental. when there we met up with kevin and his brother MICHAEL GERRITY!!! my future husband who doesn't know it yet. we also saw sinead and dylan from school. it started super late cuz their equipment was fucking up.  a bit after it started me and meals got mega tired and i scrunched up in my seat and i unintentionally put my feet under micheal's thighs and he didn't say anything about it and i kept adjusting myself to kinda test him and he still said nothing. that made me smile. after we were gonna hang with them, but wil was on some bullshit so he just took us back to faith's. we slept til like 10 today and  then me and meals went to breakfast and now i'm here. i haven't deciphered my day like that on here before and i won't again, too much typing. anyway all that is great and all, but i miss him so much. i need to take action........today. i can't stand not having him around me. i need to see him, talk to him, something. i want him sooooooooooo badly. right now, today. something has to happen.