Mood:  not sure

well, nothing exponentially spectacular happened today like any other day. i asked anthony if he wanted to hang out today, cuz we've been planning to hang out, but he's taking a bagillion years to reply. what could he possibly be doing? i mean i don't think that his life has changed too much in a year. whatever, we'll reschedule. anyway, i need someone to distract me, someone to....play with. i think wanna have sex with him........

on to carlos. there's not much or actually anything to say about him. cuz despite my very many attempts to do so, i have yet to hear from or see............ or fuck ......... carlos, which is quite depressing. i need to hear his voice, see his face, touch his body, and beg him to touch mine. they say that love makes you crazy, well, so does sex.