The Day That My Past Came Rushing In
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: The Hill - Once Movie Soundtrack
I'm so nervous. today is the day. i haven't seen anthony in what seems like forever. i want to make a good impression on him cuz he doesn't exactly have the best memories of me. i just hope that everything goes over well. Anyway, carlos called from his brother's house earlier this morning around 3......twice. I didn't answer the first time he called cuz i thought it was a telemarketer, but then i realized it was carlos cuz at least telemarketers respect me enough to call at a decent hour. so then, almost 20 minutes later he called again. I still don't know why he called, i think it's cuz he wanted to hear how my non-date with aj went even though it wasn't yesterday, it's today and he thought that it was yesterday. carlos claims to be almost straight edge now. it makes me kinda proud of him, but then again idk how much fun he'll be now. anyway, i should go take a luxurious, sexy shower to pamper myself and feel good and confident when i'm with anthony. if i spend enough time on myself then i won't be insecure.